Friday, March 16, 2012

Everything and everyone changes...

Well, it's been awhile, but I'm back again.. and everything has changed. Well, ok, not EVERYTHING. I am still wonderful and fabulous and amazing and brilliant. But lots of other things have changed.

For one thing, my weight. I have lost 24 pounds since the first of the year! Yippie!! I have started back on the Adipex, taking it every other day, and trying to cut out snacking on junk and eating late at night.  It's working well, and I feel great! Only 125 pounds left to go!!

For another thing, I have broken free of my smart phone, and I am back to using the pld "flip phone". I hated this at first, but I have noticed that I don't spend my day looking at my phone over and over to see if I have a Facebook update, or a new message, I'm not absorbed in texting or playing Angry Birds. I'm noticing more about what is going on around me, and the beauty of the everyday world.

And, in just a few days, I will be having a procedure that will hopefully stop my "lady problems" and get my hormones in a better balance. I have an endometrial polyp- my second in three years- so my GYN says I am obviously a "polyp maker", and to avoid any problems in the future, we are doing a D&C, with an ablasion and blocking my fallopian tubes. A small part of me is sad, that this procedure will mean I can never change my mind about having another child.. but that part of me is really tiny compared to the part of me that's screaming, "Yea!! No more cramps and crazy periods!!"

So I'm off work all next week for the procedure and recovery, which is also cool cause my birthday is Saturday!!

Sadly, some of the dearest people in my life are becoming more and more distant. I'm not sure what will become of this.. I guess I will see.

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